crazy3bs

ok, it is August and raining, WHAT, well I guess that is just the fact s of living in oregon and soccer starting. This summer has gone by s...

I sometimes wonder when will the pain in my heart stop. When do the tears stop swelling up in my eyes, when do I get to feel and see the j...

Why do routine check-ups for Bransen put me into a whirlwind of emotions? On Tuesday, Bransen when in for his routine ultra sound, after Nei...

I realize how thank ful I am to have three amazing children, somedays I wonder why I have been so blessed. Survivors guilt is a daily emoti...

Somedays I really wonder about my purpose! Laundry short order cook, driver and I hear the laughter and playing of my three wonderful kids....

Some days I really miss our caring bridge site. Yesterday was tough, I was reminded of the rollercoaster ride we were always on during trea...

How do I even begin? The emotional roller coaster is one that is so difficult to navigate, I feel all aspects of my life falling apart, yet...